Just yesterday, purple pink sky was smiling on me on the strange place far from the place i came from
Just yesterday, a stranger made me laugh until my stomach hurt in the dining table away from home
Just yesterday, the coldest ocean water with the warmest sun convinced me that I finally belong.
Just yesterday, I felt so much joy and love and nothing felt wrong.
And it took you five whole seconds to break me down
Back to the square one
Wondering what have I done?
to deserve this.
And It took me thousand stairs, thousand mountains, thousand loves from complete strangers to help me heal.
But at least this time I know.
Each time you made me feel small, i have everything i need
To pick every single piece of me that you break, on every road i take.
All the strengths, all the loves that I couldn’t see before.
Just yesterday, you made me feel me so powerless.
But just today, I know that i am the opposite of everything you made me believed
I am the kindness and the happiness.
I am forgiveness and fearless.
I am everything, but worthless.
P.s: To my friend Rika, you are loved.
Angky Ridayana 