Bali, 7 May 2021 Dua puluh sembilan tahun. Mengejutkan rasanya tak ada emosi yang berlebihan di tanggal tujuh tahun ini. Sepertinya saya sudah kehilangan excitement untuk setiap hari besar sejak tahun lalu. Bukan hanya hari ulang tahun, hari raya, hari libur, terasa biasa saja. Apakah emosi saya sudah membeku? Bahkan tahun lalu saya tidak punyaContinue reading “Hari Lahir”
Author Archives: Angky Ridayana
Just yesterday
Just yesterday, purple pink sky was smiling on me on the strange place far from the place i came from Just yesterday, a stranger made me laugh until my stomach hurt in the dining table away from home Just yesterday, the coldest ocean water with the warmest sun convinced me that I finally belong. JustContinue reading “Just yesterday”
STAY WEIRD! :Advice from Asheville, North Carolina
Sudah lama nggak nulis blog, sibuk recover dari series of mental breakdown yang nggak beres-beres. Hha. Tapi bukan hanya karena itu saja, beberapa bulan lalu keyboard leptop saya rusak dan harus di service untungnya gratis karena kerusakannya termasuk kesalahan pabrik. Anyway saya akhirnya berhasil mengumpulkan tenaga untuk menuliskan target 3 bulan lagi di notes merahContinue reading “STAY WEIRD! :Advice from Asheville, North Carolina”
Life is too much.
Isn’t it?
Revisiting childhood memories
Saya menemukan puluhan notes yang saya tulis dari kecil hingga sekarang di rumah yang dulu keluarga saya tempati. Ada satu buku khusus. Buku harian pertama yang saya tulis saat kelas 5 SD hingga 1 SMP. Hari ini saya membaca habis buku harian yang saya tulis 19 tahun lalu. Buku yang menjadi bukti sejarah. Hal-hal yangContinue reading “Revisiting childhood memories”
Part of the problem is us.
Yesterday my dad asked me to drive him to our old house. It is usually for rent but our relatives have been living there for a while for free. After more than a month they lived there they gave the key back to dad, and he was finally able to visit the house. And heContinue reading “Part of the problem is us.”
Bridal Shower ala Adventurer. Road Trip ke Bali Utara.
Ada teman-teman dekat yang saya dapat karena memiliki kesamaan hobby eksplor dan jalan-jalan. Atau hobi makan, atau hobi road trip. Atau nyambung aja gitu kalo ngobrol. Ada nih temen saya yang namanya Dyandra yang panggilannya Ebby, yang saya kenal di kantor pertama saya di Jakarta yang semua hobby dan kesenangannya kurang lebih sama. Yang akhirnyaContinue reading “Bridal Shower ala Adventurer. Road Trip ke Bali Utara.”
I’m A Woman, Hear Me Roar.
I met my high school friend this afternoon. We were talking about a lot of things. He said, I have changed, in a good way. Now I speak when I disagree with something. Last couple of months we were having a very serious conversation. About his habit that he claimed to be a joke. ButContinue reading “I’m A Woman, Hear Me Roar.”
Handling Pain
People react in different ways when they’re dealing with pain and grief. Pain from disappointment, losing someone, betrayal, heartbreak, or even simple goodbyes. Pain makes you upset and suffer. But then they said suffering is just part of this weird little game called life. As it is also a concept in Indian religions about the natureContinue reading “Handling Pain”
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